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Tuesday, 15 September 2009

hohoho~
in school nw!!! inside crmcc~ waiting for ippfa team to call me for role play..
later goin town wif suma n fion....suma giv us 10dollars far east organization cash voucher..
okok gtg they goin to call nw~ bye
happy birthday my xiao yan yan..

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

i feel sad..

one more day to my bangkok trip, but i don really looking forward
I rather we jus go genting follow by KL, lk tt maybe i would feel happier
I rather don go anywhr jus leave my 800thr don touch, or spend it wisely
Just left wif so little money, i m nt happy at all
Don feel lk wrking later, jus don lk this job I need better job la
But i don wan go bk Gh im gald tt i left there
Im so so guilty nw... im don feel any better than you.. maybe i don love u tt much

Monday, 20 July 2009

its already 2plus but i still cant slp, wen is in hk nw so gd...i wanna go hk also.. i wil be goin to bangkok on the 30th this month wif my bf greg hahaha.. so happy, nt bcos i can shop is bcos i can spend time wif him.. hahaha
ytd went out wif rabbit and we had ~~YOSHINOYA~~ for dinner!!!! when u are hungry everything taste great ahahaha... im so hungry nw, don knw wad to eat..
jus finish my project management project...so difficult la.. my grp are really shit... except for 1 she help me alot..i don lk this kind of grp.. compare to others i think mine lk the worst lo.. matilda grp is the best la cos she is so hardworking, jac grp also nt bad their grp completed last week...aft wed i can start my freedom for 3weeks then attachment again crmcc.. don really looking forward but anyway i think 2months can pass really fast... cos everyday full shift.. so fast~ aft crmcc i only left wif 1 n a half yr to complete my poly.. cant wait to finish.. then i can start wrking earn money go travel...
me n wen being planning for alot of things lk go oversea tgt, open a blogshop, etc.. sonya whr are you? so long nv contact u.. don knw whether u stil gt read my blog anot.. if u see this contact me k? i miss those time gossip wif u and miss the time in taiwan wif u...if gt chance will go taiwan again.. aft julia pass me the body butter then gt no more news frm u.. hope to hear frm u soon.
i also miss my ITE life so much lo, wif rabbit, ivy, xl.. they are my only frene in ITE. we share alot of thing lk some ~~dirty~~, stupid n funny stuff frm ivy ahhahaahhaa sometime rabbit will join in also.. we laugh lk no tml.. rabbit still remember qiao ling anot???? our best frene!!?!? frm the 3rd world ahahahaha... we study hard tgt, joke tgt, eat chicken rice tgt.. those time i really enjoy being wif u guys..
lastly i think my bf gregory is sooo nice to me...

Sunday, 31 May 2009

i stil left with hw many yrs?
you nv knw hw long can u live in this world... life are short.. so do nt hesitate wad u wan do nw jus go ahead with ur heart.. cos u nv knw when u goin to leave this world...i stil left with so many unfulfil wish...i jus wan to be happy... when compared to others i really feel i gt nothing excepts my parents n gregory...i stil gt so many things haven do or nt yet finish...i always like to compared myself with other ppl... cos i feel tt my life really like a mess...i enjoy slient but i don lk to be alone...

Friday, 22 May 2009

we left wif nothing~
i really hate wad happen to me and my family ytd... im damn angry n sad to c all this... why i have to born in this kind of family...i don wan money i jus wan happy n joy in my family.. i knw dad are damn sad he sure cant slp this few days thanks to someone who bring all this trouble to our family... i giv up on this kind of ppl...no matter wad happen i will take care of my father n mother nxt time... i won let them down lk someone did to them...if fall down jus start everything again la nothing to shame about you are still young wad, y mus pull others to fall down wif u when tt person might nt be able to walk again.. face or family more impt? no one look down on u if u can settle things by urself and listen to others advise... this is the last time my beloved father goin to help u.. cherish and stop create trouble and worries to us.. is enough!!! he already giv all he have to you...he gt nothing already only left me his only hope...we are nt rich in the first place... if u think shout, cry etc.. can solve problem u are damn silly..and lastly no ppl look down on u... u owe my father sooo much u tak whole life also cant return finish...
ps: frene who read my blog pls don ask me wad happen i don wish to explain...

Friday, 15 May 2009

hello~
how wil you feel when your love one and u don have the same topic? greg totally nt interested abt how my life in sch, n i also nt interested abt his wrking life but i wan to knw wat happen to him everyday.. everytime when he trying to share with me things tt happen during his wrk i wil listen and giv some comments.. but when i trying to share my problem or some interesting things happen in sch he won giv any responds, comments or even say he is nt interested... i feel tt even if he is nt interested mus at least giv some comments la.. even if he only trying to entertain me but at least i knw he care.. by nt giving any respond or comments it will really pissed me off...and no point quarrel over such a small matter rite...seriously i don demand much la i jus wish tt he knw wad is our problem and solve it...
everytime when i talk something serious he wil feel slppy!!! wtf.. n tel me he gonna slp soon.. i really don wish tt my bf or husband cant share my problem or joy wif me, tt will be damn boring la.. so wat wil be the same topic? maybe gossip abt someone tt the both of us knw.. then when i gt pro who can i refer to?
one of my frene bf are really very sweet to her, he will listen all the problem my frene face.. suddenly appear at her house to surprise her, they jog tgt, go out tgt, they are so lovely unlike us.. i shld say most of my frene gt good bf..
im nt trying to say tt greg is nt good to me.. he treat me very very good and i knw he love me.. when i need help he will be the first to help me, when i feel lk crying he wil be listen to my complaints and again aft listen to my pro no comments...i don need to hear i love u or i miss u everyday i jus wan a good listener and a bf can guide me when i need help... seriously gt many things make me damn stress la but sometime i rather keep to myself than telling him cos i don wish to hear those things tt wil pissed me off... iloveyou but im damn tired explain things again and again... i hope u can understand..
bye~

Wednesday, 13 May 2009

im damn tired , both physically n mentally... seriously i hate to wrk wif lazy guys...they can do nothing everyday stay until damn late then other ppl will think tt they are hard wrking or wad... i look down on this kind of ppl, so what if you can talk very well but cant do things.. i hope our superviors knw who are doin things and who are nt doin things.. hai~ lucky gt other ppl feel the same as i lo.. at least im nt alone and im nt thinkin too much..

Sunday, 10 May 2009

hello~
i totally forgt abt my xanga... to lazy to blog...
anyway rite now having attachment in sch TEP!!! shift work but usually cant go bk on time.. unlike others they only need to wrk morning shift those who are in MSC like me gt 2 shift morning n afternoon... damn shack...
ytd went to hilton hotel for buffet, the food over there are damn budget lo but i still ate alot hahaaa.. no lobster no oyster no crab somemore.. hai i like step into hotel 81 for buffet...bf and i won step in hilton for buffet again!!!!
i need to a job badly.. but something simple wif acceptable wages.. nt too low like 4bucks per hr at least 6 bucks but it damn hard to find cos most of the place don hire students...me and bf plan to go on a short trip to malaysia during july becos i gt 3weeks break... and 12th of july is our 2 yr anniversary hahahaa... compare to others 2yrs are nothing to them la... S did you receive my email? so long nv contact u don knw how r u.. anyway tc.. hope u stil reading my blog..

Tuesday, 28 April 2009

can i hav a super romantic bf pls!!!!!

Friday, 10 April 2009

im bk frm phuket.. i lk there everything was nice except for price, mus bargain alot and even kana cheat also don knw..both of us are burn by the sun...stil gt no news frm s don knw wad wrong..